Heaviest

This is me at my heaviest This was taken on 12-17-2011. I need to lose weight for my self, for my children, and I want to look and feel sexy for my husband. He tells me I'm beautiful everyday I just don't feel it.

Christmas photos

praise GOD

So this last week my husband got 2 jobs that he has been wanting so he will be working 56 hours a week with a steady pay check. but for me I just started the dollar tree 3 weeks ago and I had to quit since I have no one to watch my kids.

Dollar Tree

So I have been working at the dollar tree now for 2 weeks its been ok, Im the greeter so it gets boring just to stand there, hopefully they will keep me on after the season and train me to use the cash register. 

Dollar Tree

well I took my application in to the dollar tree I asked for the manger he came to the front I handed him my paper he then said when can you be back with a copy of your SSN and drivers license i said in a few hours. so i left went home got my SSN card then went to Kinko's made the copy went back then i was told to come back the next morning at 7am to start to train, no interview or nothing, i was so nerves i haven't had a job in 4 years. and the 3 company's i have ever work for either went out off business or filled for bankrupt. I'm so happy now I can join Curves and Weight Watchers.

Hannah Standing

She is growing so fast she is 8 months old, she crawls, climbs up on things, walks along the couch.

Going to apply for a job

I have been so depressed I think I just need to get out of the house more by myself. I'm going to go and apply at our local dollar tree, hopefully I get the job, if I do my hubby says I can start weight watchers again and join curves. I think I'm mostly depressed because of my weight that I have gained since I had my daughter I have put on 30 pounds since march. I want to get back to 140.
Im hoping that if I get this job I can still wear my skirts and or dresses to work. I really like that I can work in a store that doesn't sell alcohol or cigarette I believe that is a sin.

Monterrey Bay Aquarium

We went to the Aquarium yesterday It was Hannah's 1st time she loved it.  She loved looking at all the fish and turtles. she stares at her big brothers Fish take every day so I knew she would just love the aquarium.

Skirts

So I have been making skirts for Hannah and I for the last few months from my grandmas fabric. I sure do miss her very much.

November 2011

This is my wonderful family. I pray that god will bless us with more children.